If I can't give PItcha up,
What should I do, Dad?
That it will make me..
not to feel hurt and in agony like this.
Pitcha..
Pitcha!
We stay together like this. Are you still not satisfy?
Then let's go to America together.
After this semester end, we just go and never come back again.
Are you satisfied?
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Autumn In My Heart (Thai Version, also known as Endless Love)
You came to check your symptom last time.
Why?
Therefore the hospital have enough times to check your symptom precisely.
What wrong with me?
You have the symptom that it might be Leukemia.
Is there anyone in your family with this illness?
I heard that...
My father who had passed away,
he had this illness.
How should I treat it?
There are many different ways for treatment. For example..
Giving medicines
Chemotherapy
Operation
Depending on the symptom of the illness.
In your case,
you have a sudden type.
And..
Regarding the cost for treatment, how would it cost?
It is quite high.
It is above a hundred thousands.
More than a hundred thousands?
Let' do like this. From now on...
You should be careful.
Don't let your body
get bruises.
When you brush your teeth,
please do it gently and careful.
And if..
you are injured,
please come see me immediately.
Do you understand and can do it?
That's all for today.
Do you have something?
Mom, are you thinking too much?
I don't have anything at all.
I see you acting strangely since this morning.
Whatever you have, just say it.
Hey!
Where did you get it from?
I want to try this one with you.
Is it a good thing to do?
What ar e you thinking of?
Oh..
They said that drinking this you can forget your troubles.
So I want to try.
Oh, my my.
Do you really mean it?Wait a second! The cloths will get dirty.
I have to unplug first. It is dangerous.
Hey..
Hey, what's wrong with you?
That is not true.
It's only forgetting for a while.
Not forget everything
How is it?
So terrible.
You deserved it.
I told you already. Have you ever listened?
Mom.
My dad...
Why do you ask about your dad?
When dad found out he has cancer,
did it take a long time until he died?
I don't remember.
Hmm.. It was quite a long time.
I only knew that,
we lost a lot of money.
How many months, Mom?
Quite many months.
Why do you ask?
It's nothing. I have never met him.I just want to know.
I don't remember it. It was a long time ago.
Was he a bad person, Mom?
Saying that he's a bad person is too little.
All his bad doing,
Pong has duplicated from him exactly.
Everything. You can have a look at Pong.
How is he? Is he a good or not?
Don't be interested in these people lives.
Their lives were short because they did a lot of sins.
A father like this, it is better not to have one. You will be more happy.
And...
Did he suffered, Mom?
Yes, he suffered.
It's not a disease that can be cure easily
Even you want to be cure, you won't.
If you want to die, you won't die.
It liked neither living nor dying. You can imagine it.
Surely, he suffered.
Do you miss Pan?
I know that...
You always miss Pan.
You feel sad for losing Pan.
I'm sorry, Mom.
That I am not a good daughter for you.
Why do you say like this?
Don't say like this.
I..
want to stay with you since I was born.
So I could spend lots of time with you.
Saying like this is not good, dear.
If mother from that house will hear or know about it,
she will be very sad.
It's alright.
Because if it was really like that,
It would be good with both moms.
I...
won't have trouble in my heart.
Are you thinking about him again?
Slowly! You'll get drunk, dear.
Gently. Does it hurt your throat?
-Bitter.-Bitter, of course.
Your tongue gets numb, right? You drink like this.
You didn't bring water either.
Who drink like this? You will get so drunk.
I am hot.
That's right. You see?
You are hot because it's strong.
Hey.
Common, Mom will help you.
Mom will help you, dear.
You can't drink it alone.
Cheers.
Heavy head.
Autumn In My Heart (Thai Version, also known as Endless Love)
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Pitcha.
I am sorry.
I didn't tell you ahead of time that I was coming.
It's alright.
Isn't Khun On here?
No.
She went to Bangkok.
But you don't have to worry. Even if she knew that you came,
she won't mind.
You're lying, Brother.
I will repair it for you, OK?
Are you going to America, Brother?
Brother.
Then..
before you leave,
Can I come to see you more often?
When you go this time,
we might not meet each other again.
That can't be, right?
I am sorry, Brother.
I don't know what I'm thinking.
Pitcha...
When I have some problem,
turning around and don't see anybody,
the first thing I can think about,
is to come back to you, Brother.
What problem do you have now?
There is nothing.
It's done.
Thank you.
Yes.
Today, the weather is cold. Wait a moment, okay.
Brother, it's okay.
Wear this.
It's alright, Brother.
Please wear it. You are driving far and it is cold.
Pitcha...
I will come back.
Better not, Brother.
It probably can't be.
I only ask that you think that...
I am happy here, that is enough.
Brother.
I ask for one thing,
Don't forget me, OK?
Pitcha...
I will never forget about you.
Never.
What are you thinking about?
Nothing, just this and that.
On!
Yes?
What are you looking for?
A jacket.
Your winter jacket.
Now the weather is getting colder. I am afraid that you will get sick.
I remember that it was here.
It's not here, On!
Today, Pitcha came to see me.
I see that the weather was quite cold.
So I gave her to wear when she went back.
Can't you just lie about it?
If it was me,
I won't admit it like this.
Today,
I went to the hospital.
The doctor said that..
my hand will not be the same anymore.
On.
I am sorry.
Pan.
Can I talk with you a little bit?
Did you just get back from looking at your work?
You are always a smart person.
Do you have something?
Can I go home with you?
You are unbelievable!
You have done this much.
Do you still ask to go back with me?
It's not like that.
I only think that..
if we go home together and mom sees us,
she will be very happy.
You're really...
Sorry.
Today, I have to work late.
I am sorry, Pan.
If I have ever done anything to make you feel sad,
hurt,
or make you feel unhappy,
both intentionally and unintentionally,
I apologize to you.
Do you know?
Why I've never like you?
I felt like you laughed at me all this time.
We were not an equal competitor.
I had to use a big effort.
Trying hard in every matters.
To win you at least one thing.
But It never was like that at all.
Even though, I was better in studying and smarter.
You couldn't compare with me at all.
But you got everything.
Because of Mother's love.
The reason that I always got things,
it might be because I had time.
Too little,
to fight with anyone.
I have too little of time to stay with mom.
I will have too little of time to be happy.
Everything,
really have too little time for me.
I don't hate you,
to the point that I can't forgive you.
I only...
want to win over you at least once.
That's all.
I want to ask of you.
Can you please help me on one matter?
Help?
Help with what?
I am going to work in Bangkok.
Perhaps, I won't come back here for a long time.
Our mothers,
Please take care of them for me, OK?
If it's you,
You can take care of both of them well.
They can rely on you more than me.
If there is no me,
Mothers will have only you.
Do you have anything else?
Tonight, may I go stay over night at your home?
I would like to see Mom first.
What exactly is this?
You act like you are saying goodbye.
No, I am not.
I just miss Mom very much.
It's up to you.
I can't forbid you anyhow.
Thank you very much, Pan.
Hey, don't be too happy.
I haven't agree to what you are requesting yet.
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Mom.
I have always made trouble for you.
Don't say like that.
Why would I have been troubled?
I miss you always.
You've always make me feel happy.
Really?
Yes.
I apologize, Mom.
Whether I am your real daughter
or not,
You've always made me feel happy.
Not only you.
I, myself is happy too.
To have you as my daughter.
Although...
we were apart,
and there was a matter regarding you and Patin,
I have always been happy.
Do you remember?
When you were young,
you used to give me flowers.
When I turned to see them,
your little hands
carried the flowers for me.
I was very happy.
Mom.
Yes.
I love you, Mom.
I love you too, dear.
Brother!
Pitcha.
On.
Let me go!
I won't let you die.
You must get well.
Can you keep me..
..always in your heart?
♫ Loneliness..♫
♫..is so cruel. I want to have somebody ♫
♫ to share my suffering from the difficult world ♫ ♫ that I have to face with.. ♫
♫ Far away.. I'm missing the day I have you. ♫
♫ That familiar hug which always feel warm ♫
♫ But today where are you? ♫
♫ Don't let go my hand like this..♫
♫ Can you come back to me? ♫
♫ I only want to get the warmness..♫
♫ From your heart once again. ♫
♫ Far away.. I'm missing the day I have you..♫
♫ That familiar hug which always feel warm ♫
♫ But today where are you? ♫
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Editor: Tou66